it doesn't matter how many times you apologize.
it doesn't matter how many times you explain.

because.. it just doesn't matter anymore.
don't you get it?

sometimes i wonder if this is a game.
when i loved you as intensely as i did, you treated me with a sort of placid nonchalance.
and when i decided to let go, you renewed your vigor and went full steam ahead.

its funny how things round up now don't you think?
now i'm the one dodging the bullets.


because, it really doesn't matter anymore.
i think we've had enough.

don't you?
didn't the day you let go fill you with utmost relief?
why?

i will NEVER look back, i'm sorry.

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